盛衰沉浮

1.5 months have passed since I joined CBBC SY. I gradually get accustomed to my new role and environment. I always want to thank God for offering me such a gift, a job letting me fulfilling my dream. Being a member of WOFE is my lifetime dream, fair competition environment, nice teammate, fantastic facilities together provide me with a good vision for my future.

Again, English has become a big concern, lacking of overseas experience has become the biggest obstacle lies ahead on my way. I have been keeping practicing it but it seems the results are quite trivial. How and When?

Manager is absolutely a fantastic person, being so kind to me. What I can do to reciprocate, i don't know, maybe just contribute to CBBC all my life.

I just don't want to speak to my teammates that i am proud of being a Communist Party member since this is not a advantage of working in such a organisation. But, anyway, being a party member means the person possesses a lofty thought as well as his determination to devote himself to the whole society.

Almost 2 years passed since stepping up into the world. I've met various people ranging from high-ranking officials to hawkers. Communication skills accumulate, expression abilities amass. The job imposes a significant responsibility on my shoulder, how to keep in touch with UK-based companies and how to maintain a good relationship with government agencies are really a pressing problem needed to be dealt with. Anyway, I am diligent, with no doubt. In order to achieve the goal set up, a great deal of efforts needed to be put in. However, this is a long journey, the right time maybe five years, namely 2012, i maybe succeed in this sector.

I appreciate favor, help provided by my friends, you are so kind, even i am not good at expressing my emotions, my thanks are deeply entrenched in my heart. I always believe actions speak louder than words. What i can do to reciprocate is to do more practical things for you instead of mounting high-sounding words.

BBC, VOA, Reuters, Xinhuanet.com as well as China Daily really help me a lot. From an English illiteracy to a relatively-excellent English speaker, this process really teaches me a lot. Thanks all the way, thanks.

I've never been an adolescent any longer, taking on more duties is the signal of being an adult. I have to, no pretext.

What is my goal for the next future? A great grasp of English language, 95-99 pct understanding of all materials especially BBC World News which is my favourite.

Don't know why I feel a sense of inferiority complex sometimes, don't know. Maybe a one-year Msc Degree could help me heal it. I have been striving to reach that, tuition fees and daily expenses are my first priorities. Undoubtedly, i have to address this two issues.

Britain is my ideal destination, first-place education quality, wonderful academic atmosphere, strong R&D capability are the things i want. Start now, go five years later.

I should be realistic, i should await the day. My former head told me there is no perfect life for everyone, gaining something meant losing something simultaneously, your future just depended on your choice. So, choosing to realize your lifetime values, contribute to the society, the result could be less attention paid to your own marriage-rated affairs or family, what is worse, without a spouse. What about me, i have no idea.

to be continued.